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| Friends |
| cobbler |
| Jess on the left... |
potency
Oh you potent heart. Big love. Deep sorrow. Angst. Anger. Frustration. Euphoria. Passion.
Sometimes I feel like these things will topple me over. My hand trembled while giving them their invitations. Then getting ripped open to let the light in.
I go out into the world and find others may shield themselves from life’s potency. Buttoned-up lives like seatbelts. Buckled down for life’s big turns, no wind on their face.
You don’t have to distract yourself I say in a whisper. But, I know they are on their perfect road. Come closer discomfort so I can love you more.
All of the blindness in our hearts pushes us into corners, making for our half way experiences. I can’t go back now. I took off the blinders.
So I was there last night in the wine bar with all of that.
Where are my people who would rather not?
Do that.
But do this.
I wanted to dive right into
the fall season that is quickly descending upon us, and thought a baked fruit
dessert was a proper choice. The light is changing, and the air is starting to bring what is coming next. I find myself continually taken by surprise and
filled with some uneasiness when seasons change. The change pushes me out of my
illusion that there is steadiness in life. Beginnings and endings of
nature's cycles show us in a macro way, how we too have these starts and
finishes. Some easy, some joyful, some painful. But always there. So alas, a
recipe for my appreciation of the flux in life. All of it delicate like only
life can be.
I brought this cobbler to a
going away dinner for my friend Jess. I not so secretly hope she will move from
Ohio to our little town. She spent a good part of her summer here with her
sister Sarah who is a dear friend. Jess was behind the purchase of a certain
pair of silver high heels M bought while with her at a costume store, and they
have become legendary in my house. M pulls them out almost daily wishing she
were 16 (the age I told her she has to be to wear them out of the house). She
parades around clanking on the wood floors hoping I will change my mind and let
her wear them out sooner.
Jess's going away party was
themed "comfort food". Roasted chicken, nachos, ribs, potato salad
and cobbler. I thought this recipe up one night thinking about the french plums
that were in my first grain share of the season. A big bowl of purplish plump
jewels on my counter; special fruit I wanted to make something a bit different
with. Once I had decided rosemary and cornbread would be a nice departure from
biscuit toppings on traditional cobbler, I got to work. I decided to let the
rosemary steep in the hot melted butter for 15 minutes to ensure the cornbread
would be full of rosemary flavor. I also opted not to use any thickeners in the
fruit filling so that the cornbread would soak up any extra juice. I love the
caramel flavor that lots of butter mixed with sugar in the fruit imparts. I am
loving the savory flavor in sweet things trend, so tried this recipe with that
in mind. The first try with this recipe I used french plums, but the cornbread
topping was too thick. Next try, I doubled the fruit (and substituted pluots
for plums). I halved the cornbread recipe topping and it turned out
great. Buttery, full of rosemary flavor and very easy. I cooked the pluots on
the stove first to start the caramelizing. Poured the hot buttery mixture into
a dish and gently spooned the cornbread topping on top.
Plum Cobbler with Rosemary Cornbread Topping
5 cups roughly diced plums
(I used Pluots)
2/3 cup sugar plus 1/4 cup
sugar
1 1/2 sticks butter
1/2 cup buttermilk
1/4 tsp. baking soda
1/4 tsp. salt
1 egg
1/2 cup cornmeal
1/2 cup flour
2 tsp. fresh chopped rosemary
In a skillet, saute
plums with one stick of butter and 2/3 cup sugar. On med-low heat occasionally
stir, cook for 20 min.
Melt one half stick of
butter in sauce pan over low heat with two teaspoons of rosemary. Add 1/4 cup
sugar and stir. Set aside for 15 minutes.
Whisk egg in a bowl.
In another bowl, mix salt, flour and
cornmeal. Add melted butter rosemary mixture. Add egg to wet mixture. In a cup mix buttermilk and
baking soda. Mix with a fork. Add to the flour mixture.
In an 9x12 pan (or a round
casserole dish close in size) pour plums. Spoon the cornbread mixture on
top.
Bake for 30 min at 375.
3 comments:
you are fucking amazing. that's all i can say. from pluets to poetry. i love all of you. this is an exquisite post.
Wow. That's all I've got right now. Beautiful poem.
beautiful and courageous, jess! love that you are my people..love you.
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